ugh.. what is it.. after 3 now?

What a wasted day.. as far as work is concerned. I’ve done ONE thing today for work, and then blew most of lunch and apparently an hour or two after taking about financial situations and how to turn my life around so I won’t be Bummer McSlitWrists anymore. JT gone, Jim now desperately late for work and probably be home late, and now Maggie dying to come home early and probably lure me into doing something fun…. Egad, I simply must sit down and accomplish something NOW.

on the bright side… the…three?!? hours I spent talking through this shit today have made me feel so much better. I’m pretty sure I was just pouty-irrational-cry-baby last night trying to explain things to JT that I wasn’t even clear on. I mean.. when you let SO MUCH stuff build up over so much time, how do you lay out “in a nutshell” what’s wrong when someone asks… My response, you can’t. You just cry, take the hug they offer, and try to think that question through for yourself.

Enough rant… need lunch… then work.