just a post so I don’t forget this feeling
Its not fair treatment. Somebody who loves you isn’t supposed to make you feel like shit on daily basis. Don’t touch him, don’t look at him, don’t talk to him. It’s about time he got the same treatment from you, and if he complains.. well, then so what. You complain and look what it gets you.
Diet… ie. starve. and Exercise, and fucking ignore him the whole time. Perhaps it’s time to look elsewhere for actual love, and not just whatever desperation he’s clinging on with.
Remember these things: Bestiality porn.. Kazaa for lolita/rape/incest movies. He actually flinched and pulled away when you touched him. He seems to get a kick out of pissing you off by being distant. He may not be actually after any other girl, but he’s damn sure wishing he could be with all the porn. Once a month doesn’t cut it. It doesn’t matter what he says.. it matters what he does, and you have seen what he does… again. He actually sighed when he heard you open the bathroom door to join him in the shower. He won’t fucking respond when you talk to him. He’d rather be elsewhere. Let him go be elsewhere.
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Adultfriendfinder GOLD is activated. He is looking for someone else.
November 4, 2002 @ 3:06 am
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There’s a ring on this finger, but that doesn’t stop the Gnutella searches for dog knot?!? defloration… same shit different day. lolita, rape, menses, tampon porn for chrissake. And all the while i feel ugly and not worthy.
This will end with jokes. What do you want for Valentines day? Oh, I’m up for about anything that won’t involve a labrador and a camcorder…. and i think i’m going to make him show me movies.
February 9, 2004 @ 6:59 pm