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Long time coming…

Posted in Crazy Wisdom on Saturday, October 12, 2002 at 1:42 pm by flerly.

I’ve givin’ everything I need
I’d give you everything I own
I’d give in if it could at least be ours alone
I’ve given everything I could
To blow it to hell and gone
Burrow down and
Blow up the outside world

It’s sort of an old-school day, the kind that requires some good Soundgarden to get you through. Just needed to blow up the outside world today. No reason.

I know one reason. Some people don’t check their email very frequently, and it’s annoying to have to wait long periods of time for a reply sometimes. Not sure when I turned into one of those people that has to stay connected by checking mail at least twice a day and that doesn’t have any tolerance for people who don’t do the same.

Or maybe it’s just the fascination with my twin monitors showing lovely Chris Cornell images every time I pause to think. Hrm.

I must obey the rules
I must be tame and cool
No staring at the clouds
I must stay on the ground
In clusters of the mice
The smoke is in our eyes
Like babies on display
Like angels in a cage
I must be pure and true
I must contain my views
There must be something else
There must be something good
Far away


That’s far away. I think that’s the place to get back to. I know Jimmy does. His plan is by March, when the lease is up. Mine.. mine is just someday. I can wait. I guess a wedding there would be acceptable… whenever the wedding becomes acceptable.

This would be a good day to pursue your creative interests, dear Scorpio. The planetary aspects enhance your powers of perception to such an extent that you feel you can read the thoughts of others.

*S*H*Y*E*A*H* Watch Out! Today I’m gonna be reading minds and using it to incriminate you!

Right now all I want to do is exercise my creative powers on my hair, perhaps put on something cute, and go see a lovely afternoon movie with the gang. 4:20, y’all. I mean.. it starts at 4:20… White Oleander, over at the Regal by our house. Thoughts on the Ides of October, as Magoo referred to her own issues, have been bouncing around in my brain, but nothing really concrete has become of them yet. Two years changes a lot, I do realize, as witnessed by some cheesy pictures I found of myself from two years ago. I look so different to me. I can’t believe sometimes how different I am, but then… there are always those things that haven’t changed.

..and I don’t like what you’ve got me hanging from


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